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Dark RevoltAmong times gone bad, there are few who hold on to what we call hope. Two kids, Freya and Yarin, play a large role in preserving life. They are unaware of just how they will affect the planet. Freya is a girl about sixteen, from a normal everyday family, who finds hope when she realizes the destruction brought on by how easily she has her life in a world full of struggle. Yarin is a boy, 21 years of age, who has roamed the streets looking for the inspiration needed to move beyond this passive agressive hatred of the state. These two never knew that their lives would soon be intertwined, until events brought on by the Ove Dark Revolt
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Street LightsGazing out the window, I see them there. Are they waiting for something? It would seem so. It's weird how these nocturnal creatures remain so calm, but still release so much energy. They are strangers to me, yet I do not fear them. They provide guidance without asking for anything in return. They all have so much in common, yet when one dies, the others do not mourn.
Instead they wait until daybreak for one member of another species to come revive it. It may seem as if they will never die. All may seem wel Street Lights
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AnarchistsThe cities will burn, and as I feel the pain, My senses bring out the stench of blood in the rain.
The buildings start to fall, bodies litter the ground, millions of souls freed from the people that bound,
Them to their jobs, to their laws, to their lives, Taking them from their husbands, children, and wives,
The only hope resides in those who dare to live, Falling from society's norms, people willing to give.
The men are not fighters, the women are not slaves, Slightly uncommon people, saving us from our graves. Anarchists
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Suicide

Mon Dec 8, 2008, 7:46 PM

Don't worry, not me.

I've been thinking though, I Have always had a problem.
I've always had depression. I've always thought about suicide.
I can never and will never do it, and never knew why.
Today I figured it out.

Suicide isn't beautiful.

If I could fall off of a bridge and land in a cloud an have that be the end, that would be wonderful. That would be beautiful. Suicide is so brutal thought.

I could overdose, but that could be painful.

If I could take the pills and have them not cause any discomfort, slow drain the energy from me, and sit on the roof as it is lightly snowing, that would be beautiful.

I love anime. I want an artsy death. So many animes I watch depict death in an beautiful artistic way.

I just wish death could be beautiful. Then I wouldn't be afraid.

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Current Residence: 902 Quince St. Brainerd, MN
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXL
Interests: Hockey, Music, Guitar, Bass, Activism
Favourite movie: Endless Waltz, Akira,
Favourite band or musician: Alexisonfire, From Autumn to Ashes, Fugazi, Chimaira, No Doubt,
Favourite genre of music: Metal, Punk,
Favourite style of art: Dark, Depressing, Deep
Operating System: Windows 2000, Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Favourite game: Final Fantasy, Zelda,
Favourite gaming platform: Super Nintendo
Favourite cartoon character: Naru Narusegawa
Personal Quote: "This too shall pass."
Tools of the Trade: Whatever I can find.